Saturday, July 7, 2012

A Spectator of Life

I am merely a spectator of life...

I see happiness and people floating by.
I see births and deaths.
I see babies. 4 brand new baby girl cousins.
I see that I want that, but will never get that. 
I see friendships come and go.
I see terror and the fight for world peace.
I see hurt. Huge hurt.
I see chances and choices.
I see change.
I see momentary courage.
I see fleeting optimism. 
I see failures.
I see nothing more to look forward to.
I see a dream of my own funeral...and no one is there. 
I see that they have all run away.

I see a future that I don't want to live anymore.

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