Explain why

I have been thinking a lot about my last post: I love you.

An admitted hopeless romantic, I wish I found this quote years ago.

It encompasses everything I want.

What strikes me now though, is that I thought I had every word of this quote.

Thought I found what I had been looking for my whole life.

Big words with some big meaning, I love you, was ripped from under me in one day. One minute. 

One conversation changed everything.

And I am left on my own to find the explanation why.

Explain why: you chose to accept me for just who I am, then decided I wasn't good enough.

Explain why: when I accepted imperfection in you, you couldn't accept it in me. 

Explain why: you said that you would be there for every up and down, yet left me in the worst of times.

Explain why: you loved me for even my sad face, but when I was really sad, you changed your mind.

Explain why: I did each activity you wanted and came to love what you loved, but you still used it against me.

Explain why: each email you sent said I was the girl of your dreams, but when the dream became a reality, you ran.

Explain why: you told me everyone had flaws, but you loved me despite them, and have waited your whole life for me.

Explain why: you never told me your doubts.

Explain why: our differences suddenly became deal-breakers.

Explain why: we made every important decision together, except for the last one.

Explain why: you decided to only love me when I was "fun to be with."

Explain why: you held my deepest secrets to close, so calm, and so understanding,so loving, yet in the end didn't fight for what we had.

Explain why: you didn't care enough to NOT let go.

Explain why: you didn't love me enough to see how much I truly loved you.