Friday, July 26, 2013

Rumors

So it was brought to my attention that there are rumors going on about me and my past relationships and what may or may not have happened. I have ONE thing to say:

FUCK YOU.  (and very loud chuckle).

I have never said one bad thing, never spread one rumor, just the honest truth. It is shame what lengths others (not to mention ADULT others!) will go just to save face. Such a damn shame.  It is my experience that people make up stories when they try to hide the truth or make themselves look better. Their issue though, certainly not mine. 

I am basking in the glow of such happiness and celebrating 6 beautiful months of the most healthy, beautiful relationship I could ever ask for. I have no regrets. I am no longer a prisoner in misery, but rather, freely happy, sharing my life with someone that accepts all of me, and opens his heart to hear the GOOD AND THE BAD, no matter what the consequences. There are no need for secrets, because our hearts are open to each other for whatever life throws our way. Another weekend away with my man and my confidence and love continues to soar. 

I dare you to try and stop me from living my life of happiness...my man and I are armed with an abundance of love and happiness... and that, my friends, is enough to take ANYONE down who might come try to run us down:)

Sunday, July 14, 2013

BURSTING

I am so bursting in LOVE. 
God, I love this feeling. 
I felt my grandma's presence today, buying owl art at the art fair, and seeing her shine down through the clouds, almost as if telling me she sees me and my man and approves. The sun slipped through the clouds as if she were looking right at me, taking in my joy, and relishing in my happiness. 
Oh, how very far I have come. 
Confidence radiates tonight. 
How my swerving, strangled, chaotic, path has led me right where I was supposed to be.
I guess this is how you come to believe in faith or maybe even a bit of fate. 
My heart is so filled with laughter and comfort, I can settle into sleep in the most intimate of ways..knowing I am loved so completely, so flawlessly, so understood, with my best friend and the love of my heart beside me.

Goodnight.

Wednesday, July 10, 2013

The Weekend

Another weekend of love...

Dinner with my love tonight for Wednesday date night.
Tigers game with our "couple" friends Friday night and fireworks.
Art in the Park.
Family dinner with a new family that I have come to love:)

I continue to be inspired by the man by my side. He accepts that life is not all sunshine and rainbows, accepts the imperfections, and realizes that life is more than just new houses, travel, work and vacation. I am so attracted to this well established, loving, charming, romantic, funny man that has charmed his way into the lives of my family and friends. They have taken to him and expressed to me how we so naturally fit together. More so than anyone else before. We were meant to be. Music to my ears. He literally puts a smile on my face every single day. I am stress-free and loving, compassionate and so fully happy when I am with him. I look forward to seeing him each time we get together. It is just this visceral feeling that cannot really be described in words, but rather felt in your heart, slowly healing deep old wounds, making room for a deep, long future together. 

Health is on track. Workouts are great. Spending time with my favorite twins, old teachers, and great friends. Lazy days, and vacation days, busy days, and date night weekends. Trips to East Lansing and Ann Arbor to visit each other's college campuses and sharing our history with each other. This has been the most wonderful summer, and it is not even half over!